Last night after dinner I got out for my last run before tomorrow’s Moose Mountain race. I even remembered to dig out my trail shoes that I haven’t worn since last spring’s XC series was over. I’ve trained off and on in some parks between the pavement this summer, but mostly I’ve been running in my road shoes.
I needed some off-road training, but didn’t want to run deep into a park on my own, so I improvised. I ran beside the sidewalks on the grassy boulevards. Our deciduous trees are starting to lose their leaves, so I crunched along, finding as many leaves as I could.
I hadn’t planned on bringing thoughts of Liz on this run, but she’s on my mind a lot these days. Running through the dead leaves reminded me about how radiation kills off cells. I was sad about how Liz must feel to have so many good cells killed off with her cancer ones. I wondered if trees mind when they lose their leaves. I thought about Liz’s cancer cells dying off and being carried out of her body as she rests and recovers. I rejoiced in crunching as many “dead cancer leaves” as I could. I envisioned Liz eventually getting better, like a dormant tree budding out in spring.
My grassy boulevards have trees planted along them, so instead of whining about how they were in the way, I had a great idea – slalom! Zig-zagging between the trees narrowed my focus – I had to really think about where my next few steps were going. I found myself picking up my feet more, to avoid tripping on any branches hidden beneath fallen leaves. Before I knew it I was running out of trees.
I altered my usual route to head up and over some local sledding hills, ran through one hilly dog-park and ended up in a second hilly one. I saw some folks lurking on the eastern summit and ran all the way up to the top, to find that the moon hadn’t risen yet. One guy had a big camera and was hoping that the forest fire smoke clouding our atmosphere lately hadn’t obscured it altogether. Last night the moon had risen glowing a bright red. I wished him well and bounded down the other side, happy as the dogs in the doggy park.
On the way back home I found myself at the bottom of the same grassy boulevard I’d slalomed down. Usually I walk up this hill, because I’m close to done and I’m tired. This time I said to myself, “Just zig-zag between 5 trees, and then you can walk”. One-two-three-four-five. Hey, that was fun. I bet in Liz’s radiation session last month she was counting down the treatments, though. So I did 5 more, counting backwards. Heck, now I was half way up the hill and having fun again, so I did it again, 5 trees at a time until we were at the top and only two flat paved blocks between me and home.
This suburban trail play was way more fun than pounding pavement. I was breathing hard and swinging my arms and having a blast. I’m going to do it again sometime.


For the last couple of weeks (maybe longer?) I’ve only run about twice a week. I’m in bare maintenance mode, unlike Mark and Aaron, who are doing amazing stuff over at 



